Making Art is a balance

Finding the balance between my professional life, personal commitments, and my artistic endeavours has always been a challenging. My full-time job demands a significant portion of my energy and time, often leaving me drained by the end of the week. However, I do derive a level of satisfaction from my work, and I feel privileged to be able to get up in the morning to do a job that I enjoy. This sense of fulfilment, however, comes with its own set of challenges, particularly when it comes to managing my time effectively to nurture my passion for art.

My family is my anchor and spending quality time with them is paramount, and it's essential for my well-being and happiness. Whether it's enjoying a meal together, engaging in meaningful conversations, playing video games, or simply relaxing to watch a movie together these moments are irreplaceable.

In the limited time that I have outside of my job and family commitments, I face a constant dilemma: should I focus on creating art or promoting it? The answer, for me, is clear – creating art takes precedence. The process of creation is where my heart truly lies. It's in those moments of artistic expression that I find solace, joy, and a sense of purpose. Whether I'm sketching, painting, or experimenting with new techniques, the act of creation is a deeply fulfilling experience that allows me to explore my creativity and push the boundaries of my imagination.

Art remains my major passion, and I am determined to continue honing my skills and exploring new avenues of creativity. Each piece I create reflects my thoughts, emotions, and the world around us.  The journey of an artist is a continuous one, marked by growth, learning, and self-discovery, but finding the time to devote myself to this can be challenging.

The potential for growth and evolution is one of the aspects of being an artist that I enjoy. As I continue to create, I am constantly learning and experimenting with new techniques, styles, and mediums. Exploring new ways to tell a story and convey an idea or image from my mind. It doesn’t always work, but without trying I will not know.

Moreover, the world around us is a never-ending source of inspiration. The current state of the world, with its challenges and complexities, offers a wealth of material for my artistic expression. From social and political issues to personal experiences and emotions, there is so much to draw from. As an artist, I feel a deep sense of responsibility to reflect and comment on these issues through my work.  I want my art to provoke thought, inspire change, and I am committed to my art to having a voice.

The journey of making art a success is a long and often unpredictable one. There are no guarantees, and the path is fraught with obstacles and uncertainties. However, it's a journey that I am willing to undertake. I believe that with perseverance and dedication, I can achieve my goals.

Success, for me, is not just about recognition or financial gain; it's about creating work that resonates with people, evokes emotions, and leaves a lasting impression. It's about crafting pieces that tells a story, captures a moment, or expresses a feeling that words alone cannot convey. Success is when someone looks at my art and feels a connection, a sense of understanding, or an emotional response that they can't quite explain. It's knowing that my work has the power to move others, to inspire them, and to provoke thought and reflection. Even if this to say it weird, gross, or too dark. I do not find these comments degrading, it means I have elicited a response, an emotion, I have made someone stop and comment.

That being said, I do recognize the importance of promoting my art. Sharing my work with a broader audience is essential for growth and recognition as an artist. It allows me to connect with fellow art enthusiasts, receive valuable feedback, and build a supportive community. However, promotion requires time, effort, and planning – resources that are often in short supply. So, I do what I can, this mostly revolves around social media at the moment, but in time I would like to do more.

In conclusion, I want to reiterate that I am not done and will continue to create art. It's all about staying true to my passion. Art is more than just a hobby for me; it's a means of expression, and a source of joy. I am excited about the future and the endless possibilities that lie ahead.